YOU ALONE KNOW!
As I
write our 2nd Prayer letter for the year 2012, I am in Palmdale , California . I am staying with Chuck Keortge, a friend
whom I first met in Quito , Ecuador during the first year of the
Leader Mundial summit in 2007. Ever
since that year, I’ve been passing through South California
after the summit but this year, for the first time, I have decided to visit
them before the summit starts. He’s more
than a friend, in so many times and so many ways, he has shown to be my mentor,
teacher and most especially a loving father.
I learn a lot from him and through him I have made many connections in
the ministry both in the Philippines
and in California ,
particularly his home church in Lancaster, Grace Chapel.
Anyway,
on our way home from Grace Chapel last Saturday, the rain started to pour out
as forecasted. In here, it is so true
the saying, “When it rains, it pours!” What
was coming down was not just water, it was snow. I thought there will be a
blanket of snow in the morning because of the downpour, but it stopped a few
minutes after we reached Chuck’s house.
But as we were traveling, I couldn’t help it but see the analogy between
the down pour of rain and another kind of down pour we are experiencing in our
ministry in the Philippines .
Indeed,
we are experiencing a down pour of trials and problems as of the moment. It started last year when many of our donors
stopped giving, both personal and ministry.
It is due to the economic recession the whole world is experiencing
right now. Many of these donors have supported
us faithfully in the last five years and if not for what they are experiencing
personally, they would have continued supporting us. We lose more than 60 percent of our personal
and ministry support.
Then some
of our team members also started experiencing persecution from their own family. It seems connected to the economic situation
but what bothers me is that their family would rather see them go back to their
old sinful ways for as long as they can bring home money. When they stood for their faith consequently,
they were literally thrown out of their house.
In our most difficult time, we had to take in one of them because he
won’t have any place to stay. A price
both of us had to pay because of the Gospel.
But the
down pour didn’t stop there, a few months before the year ends, one calamity
after the other struck the Philippines . Storms came our way damaging many areas,
including properties of our ministry partners, specifically, the farm we help
put out for the Aetas of Morong, Bataan . Then two months into 2012, an earthquake hit
the southern islands of the Philippines
bringing death and destruction to the Visayan region. Family members of Pastor Junie, who leads the
Seed of Love ministry, one of our ministry partners, were cut off from food and
water supply as a result of the landslides and other damages brought about by
the earthquake.
As the
team leader, honestly, I contemplated quitting.
It seems that these are clear signs from God that I should stop, throw
in the towel and change career. They are
signs indeed but are they really from God?
Then God
made me remember a passage I preached onto at the beginning of the year. It’s on Ezekiel 37 – the valley of dry
bones. In verse three it says, “He asked
me, "Son of man, can these bones live?" I said, "O Sovereign
LORD, you alone know."
In this
particular passage, after the Lord has brought Ezekiel to valley, a valley full
of dry bones, and after showing him around, how all the bones were very dry, He
then asked Ezekiel a very important question.
“Can these dry bones live?”
Like many
of us, I being the first one on the list, it is so easy for us to be affected
by what we see, hear and experience. Our
decisions, most of the time, are based on logical thinking and those decisions
are affected for sure by the factors that surround us. Ezekiel could have easily answered, “Of
course Lord, it is impossible, can’t you see that the bones are very dry? They can’t, they are dead, and they have met
their end. It is an irreversible
situation they are in.”
To be
honest, that’s how I feel. Everything is
pointing to it, we have met our end. “We
have to stop now. It is an irreversible
process and there’s no way out. It is impossible;
we can’t continue without support, the damage is just too big, it is time to
quit.”
Then
Elijah gave a very powerful answer and I really like how he responded. He said, "O Sovereign LORD, you alone
know." He was actually saying it is
not the dry bones who will determine whether they will live or not, but it is
the Lord! The Sovereign Lord, the God
who is in full control of everything! It
is not our situation, nor even what the whole world is experiencing right now
that will dictate whether we will continue serving the Lord or not but it is
the Lord. It is the Lord who called us
into the ministry; it is Him who knows our beginning and end. He who started a good work in us knows how to
faithfully complete it in Christ Jesus.
We know
how the dry bones ended. They
lived! The valley of dry bones became a
valley of an army of the living! God
knows indeed and He completed His work!
He will do the same for us, no matter situation we are in right now!
It is
amazing, how God’s word can truly turn you around even though the situation has
not turned around yet. As soon as we
decided to keep on believing and serving the Lord with or without support, the
Lord started to show us what He can really do.
They are too many to mention, and so I just wrote them one by one in our
Praise Items! One thing’s for sure it
is the Lord who knows!